Happiness, its what it says!

I always thought it would be really cool to have that life that is so interesting that you can write about it at the end of every day. Blogging. But, when i sit down to write, I never really have anything to say. Least not daily.... Ill just give you a recap of the past few...whatever.... and then we can go from there...
First... friends.
I found out that someone who I thought was my best friend ended up being a huge mistake of mine. I also found out that someone who I thought had a few screws loose was actually the sharpest tool in the shed. What makes that weird and funny is the fact that Mrs. Waste of My Time is the reason Mr. Sharp Tool always seemed not so sharp. (Don't judge a book by its cover... and don't judge it till you get nearly to the end, either)
Goals....
I like goals. They help me be more motivated to do things. I actually have a purpose for something, and that is always good to get things done. Its hard to do something to your full potential when you cant see the other side, or see the reason behind getting to the other side. All in all, my goals or hopes for this summer are: practice the piano more..... become a "piano player". Read the 5th harry potter book.... see the movie. Sing, like I mean it, for a certain someone. ;) Pass spanish with flying colors... both terms. Not drink myself to stupidity every night. And last but not least.. Be happy! (Happiness, its what it says)
Vacation.....
Im going to Juneau Alaska tomorrow to visit my best friend. I miss her... Dearly. I'm a little nervous about flying.... I always get a little nervous about it. I know nothing bad will happen, but its the fact that there is that chance, that one chance that maybe you will step on that plane and never get off. It will be fine tho, always is. ALWAYS. I dunno what we plan on doing while im there, but Kenz and I have this way of walking around town, making it worth our wild and always finding fun stuff to do.... (portland is amazing) so, I am not really to concerned about not having fun. Its just the flying and getting on the correct flight that is going to get me! :)
School....
I hate school. One minute. It keeps me busy, and I enjoy that. Next minute. I wish it would hurry and end so that I can start a career of my liking. Third minute. I dunno if I'm ready to go into the real world, not now, and probably not even in a year. Damn the minutes. What I do know about school is that i need to do better then what I am doing. Also, I need to understand that I can actually do better then I'm allowing myself to do. I have seen myself achieve my goals.. I have seen myself get the GPA I wanted.. and I have seen myself be on the Dean's List at a four year university..... But, I have also seen myself fail, be put on academic warning and probation, and I have seen what its like when your social life becomes more of a priority then anything else in life. (damn turning 21!) But, all in all..... Im getting it together. One day at a time.... I just hate missing class. And I will be doing so this coming week... ekkk! I'm sure it will be fine when I e-mail my teacher.... I just need to do my papers! :)
Opportunity of a lifetime?
So, I was suppose to go to Reno this weekend to spend time with my mom, Grandparents, Aunt and Uncle. Gambling, drinking and more of each is totally in my element, and I was sooo looking forward to having a good time. However, I got the amazing opportunity to be on a commercial for Astrive Student Loans. how they randomly picked me, I dunno. But its pretty amazing. I cant wait to go see what its all about. Being in the spot light for those few seconds, talking into a camera that points directly into thousands of homes... to be able to be like "i did that".... one word, amazing. I'm REALLY hoping that this gets my foot in the door and I can build up from here. This is what I have always wanted to do, and in more ways the one.... Acting, filming, producing..etc... is what I have always dreamed of... and if this is only my "15 minutes of fame" I'm ready for it. Its going to be awesome to put "Astrive Student Loan Commerical" on my resume. :) :)
Boys...
Boys are weird. I promised myself I would not like anyone till I graduated college (broken hearts get the best of you, sometimes). I only have one more year, so, the promise didnt seem to far fetched. However, cute boys will be cute boys. Who runs thru a sprinkler at 2:00am in a park, in the middle of downtown on a Thursday night? Me... thats who. Not only that, but to walk hand in hand with someone you just met a week before, all the way home because you melted when he smiled at you that first time.... is pretty much asking for trouble... or, so you think. I dont want to say everything, for the moment, is perfect.... because that may jinx something i dont want to be jinxed. But, it is. For the moment, this present time in the world.. in life... It's pretty much perfect. or close to it.

Well, I believe that is all for now.

Adios Amigos!